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So, today was the dreaded Reading Theater presentation. It's not that we did bad (in fact, we actually did good lol), it's just that asefasaweda was being such a hob knocker (NEW WORD!). But I don't think we'll win the competition anyway OTL at least we had fun, right? xD jk.

We didn't have Chemistry today \o/ Mainly because the competition thing was at the same time as the said subject. Although I kind of felt bad for my teacher since she prepared so much things for the subject (I think she didn't know that the competition was starting; I guess no one bothered to tell her because they probably thought that she knew about it already lol)

Then in PE, I can actually say that I enjoyed myself. LOL. We played patintero. I let so much people pass through me lol orz Actually, the only thing I was seriously doing was,"Easy, breezy, beautiful: Cover girl!" with my friend while doing random model stuff at one far away corner because we're the ones most likely to be tagged LOL.

I guess that's it. Oh, no classes on Monday! It's National Hero's Day! :>

Labels: logan lurrhurrman

ok it has been confirmed,

my classmate looks like junsu. no not tvxq junsu; not super junior jungsu, and no not my old classmate jinsu, but 2PM JUNSU YAY

i don't like that classmate of mine

ok so koala episode 9 will be released sometime next week :D the sad thing is, i haven't even downloaded episode 4 yet! :D and it would take approximately 2 hours before my download finishes yay.

i haven't been tumblring lately :> maybe it's because of, hmm i dunno, fanfiction? lol.

anywaaay~

my day started out fine. reading theater is tomorrow. i'm psyched. finish.

i absolutely suck at the three major core subjects of all time--math, chem and english. damn. it. man. i got high in almost all the other subjects besides those obnoxious three.

;_;

um okay so. the past few weeks, or i guess just this one, me and my friends were fangirling ('cept my other friend who basically denies everything) about percy jackson and the olympians. i know, i know, i'm late. i watched it before but i used to think it was gay OTL but now that i read the book and watched the movie thoroughly, i take back ALL THAT I HAVE REMARKED ABOUT THIS AMAZING PIECE OF LITERATURE.

i hardly open my tumblr now haha :D

oh and my seniors are going to ss3 ;_; i want to goooo~ but i still don't have enough money to afford svip. and even if i did, i wouldn't have any company so basically, i can't go. and if i can't go to any of sj's concerts, then i'd have to just stick with f(x)'s soon-to-be concerts :D no matter how long it takes. /just make sure, sment, that amber is still there or else i'll chop yer brains off with riptide XD

Labels: bored

At the moment, I'm downloading f(x)'s KOALA~ c: I haven't been watching it (gets bricked) so I figured that I should really download it before it (probably) gets deleted from Youtube (which always happens; I mean come on Super Junior's Full House was deleted so I had to surf every--fucking--where just to download the bloody video and watch it).

I'm also downloading Hello f(x) OTL gah I love them so much T_T

Plus, I'm also reading a fic. It's called, Sea Green. It's from the PJO Fic Archives~ Yeah, I got addicted to Percy Jackson and The Olympians, specifically Percabeth ._.

Meanwhile, you can watch this video of Khunnie dancing to magic girl.

Math was horrible. It was hard and it didn't spare my life at all. LOL JK Not rly. But it was intense man. Most of us couldn't finish due to lack of time. FUU.

English was just as horrible. I didn't read any of the stories my teacher told me to read. I just memorized who their author was because I was so fsure that it would be included (guess what, I'm right). But then there were really hard questions about the stories like, "What kind of coin did the narrator bring when he was on his way to the bazaar?" And I'm like, "WHAT".

Chinese was okay. Except that I forgot some terms. But it's not that crucial so yeah~

Computer was easy. Being the computer nerd I am :B

I'm terrified of History. I left my unnecessarily gigantic History book at school (or I just probably lost it somewhere) and I don't think I'm ready yet omg.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT FROM CHEMISTRY. I'm really nervous. I'm trying to prepare myself for the coming apocalypse on Monday. Pray for me.

Labels: ugh school

lolol i'm so disappointed. i crammed when i told myself not to. now my history life is miserable.

i am craving for a donut.

ok

this morning, my teacher confiscated my book /when it was so clear my seatmate was reading the same book at that time.


and then i almost loljk i failed science because i forgot to study for the damned quiz.

i really have to figure things out and clear my mind; especially since the tests are coming up. i really have to grasp this opportunity to become an honor dammit.

i shouldn't let myself drop from the top list anymore than i have last term. uuuggghhhh. yes, grades are that important to me yet i don't even touch a single book at home except maybe percy jackson and the other books over in my bookshelf

things i must do

• study for chem


• study for math


• not get jealous of aira and her new school


• not get distracted


• focus on studies


• listen to teacher during class hours


• save money


• attend ss3

school is so

Labels: ugh school

Hm I heard that most of the seats were taken. Plus, they said that there won't be a Gen Ad anymore (and that's like, the cheapest yet). Now, I have to afford the 3k worth seats (though I doubt there are any left) I don't even have half the price LOLOL.

Oh well.

I guess I could wait 'til 2011? :< I have to go. I HAVE TO.

There are also rumors that f(x) would have a comeback not on Dec 2 but on January 2011


hory truck man

But then again, at least it's better than not having a comeback at all. TROLOLOL.

Skype is so fun

[11/13/2010 9:30:30 PM] Ivy Bernardo: hey how can you view the webcam while chatting? OTL
[11/13/2010 9:30:53 PM] Aira Silva: u cant
[11/13/2010 9:30:55 PM] Aira Silva: i think
[11/13/2010 9:30:53 PM] Aira Silva: u cant
[11/13/2010 9:30:55 PM] Aira Silva: i think
[11/13/2010 9:31:02 PM] Aira Silva: wait i'll experiment
[11/13/2010 9:31:08 PM] Ivy Bernardo: lol ok OTL
[11/13/2010 9:31:34 PM] Aira Silva: dude, what is OTL
[11/13/2010 9:31:38 PM] Aira Silva: out to lunch?
[11/13/2010 9:31:39 PM] Aira Silva: :D
[11/13/2010 9:31:50 PM] Ivy Bernardo: O is the head T is the arms and L is the leg
[11/13/2010 9:31:55 PM] Ivy Bernardo: its a sign for depression LOL
[11/13/2010 9:31:57 PM] *** Call from Aira Silva ***
[11/13/2010 9:32:30 PM] Ivy Bernardo: ok i found it
[11/13/2010 9:32:31 PM] Ivy Bernardo: hahahahhaaaaa
[11/13/2010 9:32:34 PM] Ivy Bernardo: im smarter than u
[11/13/2010 9:32:41 PM] *** Call ended, duration 00:45 ***
[11/13/2010 9:32:59 PM] Ivy Bernardo: there is a button there that says open im
[11/13/2010 9:33:10 PM] Aira Silva: i see. now i feel caveman
[11/13/2010 9:33:16 PM] Ivy Bernardo: LOL
[11/13/2010 9:33:17 PM] Ivy Bernardo: karma does its charms
[11/13/2010 9:33:20 PM] Aira Silva: cavefishpatty
[11/13/2010 9:33:33 PM] *** Call from Aira Silva ***
[11/13/2010 9:33:36 PM] Ivy Bernardo: :>
[11/13/2010 9:33:46 PM] *** Call ended, duration 00:13 ***
[11/13/2010 9:33:51 PM] Aira Silva: where is that button?
[11/13/2010 9:33:59 PM] Ivy Bernardo: the speach bubble button thing
[11/13/2010 9:34:13 PM] *** Call to Aira Silva ***
[11/13/2010 9:34:28 PM] Ivy Bernardo: NO IM NOT
[11/13/2010 9:34:30 PM] Ivy Bernardo: LOLING
[11/13/2010 9:34:32 PM] Ivy Bernardo: FOREVER
[11/13/2010 9:34:40 PM] Ivy Bernardo: U R SO BLIND MAN
[11/13/2010 9:34:42 PM] *** Call ended, duration 00:29 ***
[11/13/2010 9:34:49 PM] Ivy Bernardo: U. R. SO. BLIND. MAN.
[11/13/2010 9:34:55 PM] Ivy Bernardo: its like gonna eat u or something
[11/13/2010 9:34:58 PM] Ivy Bernardo: its next to the tiny dots blabla
[11/13/2010 9:35:09 PM] Ivy Bernardo: wait ima show u a pic
[11/13/2010 9:35:19 PM] *** Call to Aira Silva, duration 00:02. ***
[11/13/2010 9:35:52 PM] *** Call from Aira Silva declined. ***
[11/13/2010 9:36:38 PM] *** Ivy Bernardo sent wtfmanlol.png ***
[11/13/2010 9:36:51 PM] Ivy Bernardo: im spoonfeeding u OTL
[11/13/2010 9:38:54 PM] Ivy Bernardo: do u see it now?
[11/13/2010 9:39:39 PM] Aira Silva: okay. this is where we are having difficulties. you are using windows. i am using mac. u have a different version of skype.
[11/13/2010 9:39:51 PM] Aira Silva: :D
[11/13/2010 9:39:57 PM] Ivy Bernardo: oh ok then
[11/13/2010 9:39:59 PM] Ivy Bernardo: just look for it LOL
[11/13/2010 9:40:07 PM] Aira Silva: FINE
[11/13/2010 9:40:10 PM] Ivy Bernardo: :>
[11/13/2010 9:40:13 PM] *** Call from Aira Silva, duration 00:01. ***
[11/13/2010 9:40:23 PM] *** Aira Silva sent Screen shot 2010-11-13 at 9.41.53 PM.png ***
[11/13/2010 9:40:33 PM] Aira Silva: there. thats what mine looks like
[11/13/2010 9:40:40 PM] Aira Silva: accept pls. LD
[11/13/2010 9:40:41 PM] Aira Silva: :D
[11/13/2010 9:41:51 PM] Ivy Bernardo: LOL R U SERIOUS
[11/13/2010 9:41:56 PM] Ivy Bernardo: mine is like
[11/13/2010 9:42:05 PM] Ivy Bernardo: this.. and yours is like
[11/13/2010 9:42:07 PM] Ivy Bernardo: THIS
[11/13/2010 9:43:43 PM] Ivy Bernardo: im sorry for having misjudged u OTL
[11/13/2010 9:43:58 PM] Aira Silva: apology accepted mate
[11/13/2010 9:44:06 PM] Ivy Bernardo: LOL

loling me and my friend are so weirrd

as a rescue team

..


LOLOLOLOL OMG IM SO WEIRD

i love pokemon and this game my god

Labels: f(x), lmao, pokemon, SHINee

Sem break is almost over. Just a couple more days before I find my butt back on the school chair. Ugh.

I haven't really been doing anything during the days I was at home ): so it was kind of not a very memorable vacation if you ask me LOL.

Plus, I promised myself that I'd meet my long lost friend (lmao) this coming saturday at the mall since I practically forgot to reply to her when she asked me if I was going to meet her (that was last week but because of my failure to respond to her question, it didn't really go out as planned lmfao i'm so pabo).

Also, my other friend went back to America because of some personal problems. She'll be staying there forever ;_; idk when she'll come back. She didn't even tell me--scratch that--the whole class that she'll be leaving.

All I want to do now is to just be locked away in my room with my precious laptop until forever is over. I wanna finish Cinderella's Man ('cause it has Yoona in it) as quickly as possible but I doubt that would ever happen anyway lol 'cause I'm too busy with other things webbing.

by nileyna @ lj


Jessica’s sister.

The two words are like oxygen; surrounding her wherever she goes, something inevitable, but unlike oxygen, it isn’t vital, it isn’t something that she needs. She doesn’t want this label; she doesn’t want this insecurity that makes her feel like she’ll never sum up to their expectations.

It leaves her hovering on the frame, falling off the edge; she’s struggling to find meaning and choking on air all at once, not knowing who would save her this time (not her sister, not him, not them) because she isn’t strong enough to save herself.

Krystal tries to remember the exact moment, the exact period, in which she lost her heart and soul to him and to the world; she attempts to retrieve the memory but fails because maybe she gradually lost it in large amounts that she couldn’t control because this is what it’s supposed to be like.

(She’s seen it before. Jessica was as sweet and witty as Sooyoung back then, but she realized that if you play it safe, you get swallowed up at the back; in this business, it is better to be scandalous and cold because you get to stand out and you get to actually matter.)

But maybe Minho isn’t made for this business, because he doesn’t do scandalous and cold.

“Good job, Soojung!” Minho regards her with a nod and one of his infamous habitual smiles as he catches her backstage. Not noticing that it’s him, Krystal replies tonelessly with a curt and barely audible Thanks.

No, Krystal, Minho doesn’t like scandalous and cold.

The moment she realizes her mistake, it is already too late; his eyes hollow out automatically and his lips press into a firm line. “I didn’t notice it’s you. I’m so sorry, Minho-oppa,” Krystal bows staggeringly because she is afraid of losing her grip on him (it is ironic, really; losing something she never really had).

“That’s alright, Soojung.” There’s that smile again, but it’s already different. It has become a smile that is just for her, a replica of his genuine smile; a phony, meaningless smile with affection only on the surface that has been set aside to pull out only when he sees her.

That particular smile never emerges when Yuri is around.

Strangely enough, that one time (that one time that leaves a permanent mark) when Krystal walked in on them together was not during a moment of any personal intimacy; they were on the couch in Girls’ Generation’s practice room, laughing about something only they knew about.

But the insane splendor of the scene sort of split her heart in half (she would offer the other half to him, but she’s pretty sure that he has already gotten the half he wanted) and made her gulp for air because it’s this kind of pretty nobody can spoil.

“Hi,” Yuri’s eyes brighten as she spots the younger girl peeking into the room, “are you looking for someone?” Krystal is at a loss for words, but since she is a self-trained professional, she offers them both a winsome grin and answered, “I was just looking for Sica-unnie. She’s not here, anyway, so, bye!”

(They should’ve noticed that something was wrong; Krystal never looks for Jessica because Jessica never looks for her and there’s this unspoken strain of You’re my sister but you never look out for me between them.)

“Going on a date?” teases Krystal as she spots Minho and Yuri huddled together and pulling on their jackets after practice. “Don’t tell manager-hyung,” Minho grins and Krystal’s breath hitches because it is the Yuri smile; bright and beaming and so fucking smitten.

Krystal rolls her eyes, makes the ‘my-lips-are-sealed’ movement with her fingers and watches them as they leave.

Minho opens the door and lets Yuri walk out first like the true gentleman he is; their fingers are linked together and it is like love photographed, the way he bends down and brushes his lips across her hair and the content smile she wears.

(Actually, Krystal couldn’t offer half of her heart to him to begin with; she already threw everything—her heart, soul and feelings—out when she signed on to become the plasticized, scandalous and cold Krystal of f(x), sister of Girls’ Generation’s Jessica, instead of dainty, happy Jung Soojung, little sister of Jung Suyeon.)

Labels: fanfic

I was watching Amazing Race a while ago :3 I wish Team Jumba wins LOL

KEVIN KEVIN KEVIN KEVIN KEVIIIIIN :D

CHECKIT MY NEW BOYFRAAN LOL

"Aw Kevin, you cute little asian boy!"
"What the hell. I'm a grown ass man!"

:))

Plus, I just realized now that I actually bookmarked the video of Seunghyun dancing to Ring Ding Dong.



Isn't he just adorable LOL :3

Taemin watches corn.

Non-perverts will not understand LOL. But this is why I love me my Taem-Taem. And I thought he was an innocent baby -looks at Jonghyun- LOL JK. :>

Watching corn is inevitable for men. I mean, who could blame Kiseop or Eunhyuk for having corn stuck in their desktops. LOLJK

Yesung reads Yaoi.

SO MUCH FOR HATING YEWOOK.

He probably looks disgusted while he reads those things LOL. Or maybe some inside pleasure? idk :>

Labels: kevin, seunghyun, tidbits